Wednesday, March 22, 2017

march month is all about running away, 22/3/2017

It’s all about when you run away from work and just follow the way in front of your nose.
And yes I did it just now.
When I was going through the densed place where i work, I was thinking ‘is there any place where I can breathe for a while and just think about the things or perhaps not think about anything and enjoy a peaceful place’.
Looks like it’s not that difficult to find a peaceful place to sit and write something.
I came across this place, I ordered something to drink, not alcohol for sure as its daytime. I made myself comfortable enough to write and the feeling is flowing, it happens often, nothing new.
But let me tell you the houseflies on the table is really annoying me and the loud music  in a way distracting me but I see myself nodding my head. It’s funny. By the way it’s the vengaboys song “ I wanna kiss kiss when the sun goes shine”.
I know its funny. Okey now they are playing something tamang sailo song, and the guys around are singing it loud.
I am glad to see people having good time with the songs yet it’s giving me distractions. I am not here for the songs and loud noises for sure.
Well it’s was all about writing about the things I wanted to sum up.
Let me take some break. If the music stops, I might come back to write something.

The music stopped.
Okey, yea so I was talking about, something about running away from work and take out time for self, which I did just a while ago.
Sometimes you are piled up with so many emotions, both good and bad.
You want to think about the possibilities to make it light, easy to make yourself feel grateful about the life you have and be happy, very simple isn’t it?
But you are caught up with things you can never ignore in anyway.
So the question could be, ‘what is the simple possible way to be happy?
Is it a simple question?
Is there any simple answer to it?
Or is it going to be abstract to the simple question with difficult answer in a simple way?
there are so many things running in my mind like the waves of the beach in the rainy season.
Strong and multiples.
I don’t know how to take it easy, I don’t know how to make it easy.
I am trying to filter them.
I am thinking and trying to find a simple way out of it.
Or may be I am sunk in too deep with the thoughts and I am tangled.
Perhaps I should find a way back, try to find the easy knot to get out of it.
Yes trying is the best thing I could do now.
 And just enjoy the drink and get myself way back to home and show my make up face and smile as if everything is on point like my foundation face.
I should open my eyeliner eyes and make people know I have eyes to dreams.
I combed my hair with my fingers and took a half of my hair and made a tight ponytail.
Yes I am good to go as I look too fresh and too happy.
Yes this is life.
Shit happens.
It’s all about taking some break and just get lost with the words and bring them down on paper and I did it.
And trust me I am going to do it again.

Mashutzo Writes.

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