Give a Start.....

loitering...????

I was back to my childhood
Remembering about the gone days..
Remembering the scared days, feeling the touch of insecurity.
After these decades of years....
I heard your name in the silence...
it made me fall in the dark...where i couldn't see anything.
I am troubled and suffered,
feeling difficult to breathe....
but it’s not going to make me weak because I am trying to stand on it.
I always wish to walk with u....
I dream to follow your steps...
I prayed to get along with you....
I wished my friend to know that I have you..
But I forgot that I was dreaming...a dream which doesn't really exist.
Looking at the clear blue sky...
I can remember the past again and it wets my face again....
but soon it dries.
Now that I am grown up.....
I can see life from a different sight...
I have come to know what life is and how matured i have been,
but how would you know cause u hardly like to see me.
I don't want people to talk about us...
I don't want people to criticize our relation...which is a boon in reality.
But I fear do not treasure what u have.
I am serious to built an understanding..
I am keen to bring gentle love...
I am sure about what I want, cause this is what a Daughter wants.
I don't know if you would feel happy when u receive my call,
I don't know if I could see smile on your face when u see me..
I even don't know if u give answers to my questions..but
what I know is,this is going to make me feel satisfy..
That at least I gave a start...
at least I gave a try...

at least I gave a hope to myself