single weeping soul...

photograph-> dolka a serene view from chiwang Monastery, solu.

A weeping soul,
there she was,
with those runny eyes,
her legs tied in mystified world,
the more she struggle to liberate herself,
the other soreness she experienced,
she was nothing than an expert in déjà vu pains,
there left no substitute for her,
than being patient in the pain,
and those were all in vain.

Mashutzo writes.

Every now and then...

Basking in sun...There i go feeling the same feelings whenever i come to this place...and the feeling is not mutual...Its the wrapped and concealed feelings that comes and sometimes fades away leaving a Sad-Face by the corner in a mysterious way and never forgets to return back again.



Mashutzo Writes.

Distance~

Thank-You bipen for the candid photograph...

Sometimes distance just makes us know who we are,
sometimes distance just teaches us who we should be,
sometimes distance just gives us wise results,
sometimes distance snatches everything from Us.

Sometimes we hate the distance,
sometimes we cherish the distance,
sometimes we create the distance for good,
and sometimes we find Lost in that distance.

The feeling of coldness comes along the distance,
There we go charging more distance,
Then we find ourselves standing far across the broken bridge,
where we can’t walk again~

Mashutzo Writes!

LoneSome questions????

standing in or out of the crowd doesn't really make any difference to me, i stand who i am stubborn or whatever, i would rather be lonely than being with the wrong personalities.

I live in a city of large communities where people are lonesome together. 
I sometimes or frequently feel lonesome, don't you?
I am sure there are people out there in branded attire and shoes who are feeling what I am feeling.
I am sure there are people who are hiding so much inside and feeling the loneliest person in the world.

You have your own dear siblings at home and seeking for someone outside home to share your inner feeling???
You are newly married to a long term boyfriend and staying home alone on weekends??
You have numbers of friends to hang-out but still searching for the right name to dial??
You have people approaching you for dinner but still waiting for the right one to come over??
You had huge crush on her/ him and waiting if that person comes up with a step??
You love your wife, but knowing and unknowingly you cheated on her back, guilty and looking for a way to conceal the mistake??
You yourself got rid of the relation, now you are regretting on your own decision??

Damn, What is this???

Mashutzo Write.

Believe in Fate ????

i have to say perfect time for ME!

Certain moment and certain period of time, you feel this kind of sense out of nowhere where you just want to sit back and spend some moment sitting in the silent place just "thinking". Just all Alone. Only You and your words.

You wish no phone calls distract you. You want no one to appear in front of you. No noise to wrap your Voice. All you want to do is capture a beautiful moment for you, because somewhere in this busy hustle world, you sometimes forget who you really are following the same monotonous rules and routines of your daily life.

Ravi !

There was this moment of time, when I met this very young boy name Ravi by pokhara.

He was very much interested to take me boating by the lake. I was amazed by his words and his expressions of life.

I asked him “what is life” I know I was silly asking this question to a boy who is only 12. I asked him the question because I don’t have the clear vision of the words what I have thought about life when I was 12. It was just a random question and random thing happened. But listening to this boy really brought me a way to smile. His silly jokes still bring me a reason to smile.

Me and that is my moment of silent!

My mother always says not to worry about life. Life will take its own way no matter how hard you try to work in another way. In one simple line “everything happens whatever is written in our fate”.

Is it that simple?

I wish if life could be that easy written in words. I wish if my heart can accept this simple phrase of life.

I am not saying that I don’t believe in fate. I did and I still do. But that doesn’t mean that I will be waiting for my fate to decide about my life.

I always have discussion with my sister over this topic.

I tell her, its people’s nature to believe in fate its because none has seen the future and accept the things going around saying, fate has stored and this has to happen sooner or later.

How simple!

But there is something is missing, that is You. Where are You in between this Life and Fate?

I say you decide your life. You make your life. You are the one who makes your life, whether in a positive way to negative way.

You have to believe in what you want, what you desire and what you want life to happen.

I say believe in yourself and walk the way with your confident for what you wish.

If you want anything so badly, you will end up getting its because you will work on it hard. So still think fate will arrange everything?

Smile to life.