Friday, August 16, 2013

fluctuating feelings....



photo from a long time ago me watching the whole kathmandu city....night view was awesome then...



I loved him so dearly believing he is the man of my life…
loving secretly inside and hiding the feelings within was tough..
So tough that it annoyed me often…
Playing hide and seek with the feelings were never easy …
but it saddens me to death when I feel you are just a boy and not the man I want to cherish for long… 





Mashutzo Writes.

Friday, August 2, 2013

Laugh today, if you wish to live tomorrow.....



Laugh today, if you wish to live tomorrow.

It’s your life, live it the way you want to, laugh out loud in the middle of the way.
Who cares?
Just do it and do it very often please.
You want to wear shorts, go for it, it’s your body and only you know how to comfort it in a best way.
Damn, seriously’ you don’t have to fly to abroad just to wear shorts.
You want to get drunk, go for it, but make sure you are surrounded by your people.
Just live your life in your own principles.
Remember, you are important and you are worthy of great things.
Live your life
.


Forgetting everything aside I was happy being in a place where I used to feel uneasy.
Uneasy of being not able to talk and laugh openly, I was trying to keep the person I am secretly safe, but as the time rolled by, the same discomfort zone turned into cool, loud and fun place, well I would rather say a place of collective souls of real fun.






Mashutzo writes.

Sunday, July 14, 2013

whispered words...





'Life, never was easy, grow up and accept it'

i feel like God whispered these few words to me the moment i was born.

should i feel good about the whisper, believing in God?
or shall i not recall the whispers at all?

or what if i say, i am rather a bit upset about the whisper.
or what if i never wanted to hear such whisper at that tender breathe?


Mashutzo Writes.


Sunday, July 7, 2013

One matters...










sometimes there exist the only one thing in everyone's Life,
like the only one reason to change the person you are,

the only one misunderstanding to ruin everything,
the only one confession to build up the broken pieces of trust,
the only one love Love to stay Alive,
the only one touch to heal the deepest wound,
the only one step to a new life,
the only one hope to a Dream,
the only one Smile to strong bond.....



Mashutzo Writes.

Monday, June 24, 2013

Deja Vu days...






'Sometimes there is nothing you want to write, you feel the feeling of being timid and get drowned in the ocean of your thoughts....'

Mashutzo Writes.

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Hiding Yourself in You~






You pretend the person who you are not
in a Far distance
around a tranquil Place
You meet yourself when you are alone
You talk
look for answers
seek solutions
filter the right and wrong
clear the doubts
think about the fantasies
deal with everything in reality then
You hide The Real you from one and all
You are afraid of the fearsome society
It’s worth
Hiding yourself within only you
Protected and satisfied
Not a soul will welcome and value the person you are inside
Only you and you will be a perfect Friend of your own soul
PEACE~


Mashutzo Writes.

Monday, May 6, 2013

Limited Lights Cafe=>>>>Lonesome time and awesome time.............


This window is sooo relaxing place to enjoy a cup of coffee and do a bit of jotting down words. Lonesome time and awesome time.


Limited light cafe, was trying to capture a glimpse of the Fridge that was beside the counter table, but was actually a very normal place but don't know i found it a bit complex to understand the interiors.


I stopped my walks for a second and sat by the windowpane in a Café near freakstreet.


Thought a cup of coffee would ease this tired mind and will gain space and would again engaged in puzzled thoughts.
Never the late, a group of people sat next to my table and were making the hell lot of noises which agitated me more than I was. The arrival of coffee brought some strength to brighten my face but the piece of the cheesecake that I ordered made me raised the wrinkles in my forehead. The taste was not appealing.

Added three teaspoon of sugar to get the sweetest tea ever, and I seriously needed it. Sipping the coffee and forcing myself to enjoy the weird taste of the cheesecake I was actually having a share of my good time. I lately realized, I actually loved the place and the owner of the café who looked more like a Muslim with grey-hair and a glass resting on the tip of his nose. I didn't dare to ask his nationality. He kept staring at me, reason still unknown. May be the weird man found me weird. May be.

The room was a bit dark. Very limited light café, I would put it this way.
People kept coming, shaking hands and asking the common thing “how was office?” 
No way, not here at least I said to myself.
Ignoring everything about the ‘limited light café’ I was in my world. Many different thoughts were dancing in my brain. Felt a bit complex to lift the weight of the thoughts that were bouncing rapidly in my mind.

The hot Coffee turned cold and the cheesecake still unfinished,
I eased my mind I felt, Life is very much limited like the lights in this café.
Like the dark clouds surround the beautiful sky in the rainy reason and it cries whole day.
Life gets in a state where everything seems limited and unsatisfied.
And I call this living a life.
And I call this unpredictable life.
I stood up finishing the coffee only and asked for the bill to the grey-haired man at the counter.
Pressing the buttons on the calculator he was checking the bill,
“One coffee and one cheesecake, its 120 rupees please” he said raising his eyebrows.
I handed him exactly the 120 rupees and left the ‘limited light café’.
When I was out I checked the signboard if they have any particular name for this “limitedlightcafe”.
Found ‘Snowman café’ written on the top of the door.
Well limited light café would have been better I guess, kidding.


Mashutzo Writes.